baaad day....

god..wat a bad day... i came down with a high fever..and my doc suspected dengue! theres a few cases in my neighbourhood..but nahh... i think its the stress...haha..blam e it on the stress...always...
and..i got a weird message from my best friend..saying something like i shouldnt marry someone if that someone doesnt really love you..bla bla bla... hmm..is my friend hinting i shouldnt accept my boyfriends proposal? anyway...yep he proposed..shouldnt i be more ecstatic? maybe..but...i dont really believe him...anyway..the date is set for another year..so i do not keep my hopes up... anything can happen in a year rite? but that message do got me thinking... and got me scared... yes..my friend managed to get me scared about marriage thank you very much! sheesh.... but come to think of it..some people got problems of their own rite? being in love with each other doesnt solve all problems in marriage rite?
i dont expect much in marriage..my mum says...marriage is a gamble..wise words from a wise woman...

boredom sets in...

boreD! boring...... boredom kingdom...
but hey...
WORLD CUP IS HERE! yes...what u dont think football is for girls? hah.. i do..where else u can watch lots of men with tight butts...hahaha... anyways...the tricks and strategies intrigue me..im fascinated by it..im not a loyal fan..but..i love watching them chase balls around...thats not wrong..rite?
mmm..... beckham....

but..my fav team is still JAPAN...NAKATA forever!!!!

The Book of Loss by Julith Jedamus

i've been reading this book called the book of loss..its a story set in ancient Japan..at first i was thinking why the hell is this writer chose this setting for a story? then i look at the story.. its about two women trying to outdo each other to get the love of a man..so im thinking..if this writer tries to use a modern setting, i dont think this will sell at all...coz..well people wont accept this type of things although....although it does happen in the real world..people just wont admit it...women have been vying for mens attentions for centuries..so..maybe this writer feels if she puts in an ancient setting.itll become more palatable... sellable but at the same time will put forth what is real...hmm..i havent finished it...it kinda bores me..the way its written i mean... first person view is not my kind of thing..but im intrigued by by the issue...lets see...shall we?

WHAT A GREAT DATE!!

my boyfriend loves me! or...i was hoping he does... hes here! in my hometown.. we went traipsing round the world...or..not the world..but felt like it... we are at our best, in our relationship, when we are travelling in the car... my car...bears witness to tears...laughter...fights..breakups....makeups....feww... i hate him..huh?? hihih....
he makes me feel happy then...hell do somethin stupid...we fight.... then i feel rotten...i will feel more rotten coz ive been soooo happy before...
hmm..hope this time it wont be like this.... hope ill have a permanent one finally.... if not.... I WILL RATHER STAY SINGLE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE AND LIVE WITH A HUNDRED CATS!!!!
hmm... rantings,...... who knows what will happen next?

cintailah bahasa ibundaku!

saje je..penat gak tulis english ni...
bukan ape....terpengaruh dengan bacaan blog yang banyak amat di serata world wide web ni... ramai sangat dari malaysia, seronok juga... tapi kebanyakannya merapu macam aku gak..... so..nak try laa merapu juga dalam bahasa ibunda yang tak berapa betul ni.. aku ni.. bahasa melayu dah kurang betul sebab belajar banyak sangat english...maklumlaa kerjaya dalam bahasa tu... tapi..english tak berapa jadik..bahasa melayu jadi hancur..envy juga tengok blog2 yang gunakan bahasa ibunda ku ..sedap dipandang mata...isk... aku ni...pandai berbahasa pasar je..nasib baik masih ber loghat johor-riau... adala bunyi macam betul....macam ajela...
so kesimpulannya?
belajar bahasa asing untuk maju...tapi jangan tinggalkan bahasa ibunda kerana itu yang mencorak kehidupan...ceewaaaah.....

hullo.......
hmmm... i was chatting with strangers the other day..and it suddenly hits me..i lurve flirting... i love the feeling of excitement of getting to know someone the first time...the headiness...the giddiness....the interest for someone... i already know...as an ARIES...i get bored easily...so... i keep on flirting... hey.its a sport.. you have to have skills...and..you learn a lot about human behaviour... i think ill go and take a pschology class... just to make my flirting better...haha you never know....