money money moany

how do you get more money?
if u have the job that i have rite now, ull know this is a futile attempt. yes i know that my job is soul-fullfiliing, for the greater good, candle that burns in the nite for the sake of others, but... i got needs... and im broke, my fault actually. ive been living beyond my means..hey if i ve been living within my means, i wont be happy, ill be depressed..waaay depressed and thats not good rite? my credit cards bills are ...well..lets just say.. hmm... actually i cant say it.... half of my salary goes to pay debts, because of that to buy even the essentials..i have to make more debt..and so the cycle goes on and on...then..i find, this year, some family thing crops up and i need to find more money, that i dont have, that will result in me making more and more debt..
the cycle's becoming a noose around my neck and its getting tighter...

a year of too many work

happy new year!

the muslim calendar will start the new on saturday and i felt that this is the right time to have new resolutions... i like it this way...where i know wat my workload will be like, either at work or home..then ill make my new resolutions...anyway...
i have more time in front of the pc now, coz ive been appointed the secretary of so many units at work, so i can pretend im typing up some report whilst actually updating my blog..not a good resolution? hell do i are rite..but i get the feeling that im a bit better this year, i have more energy to work, more enthusiastic, i guess my adrenalin is higher, haha
more problems at the home front but i guess this is another blog..ciao first babe